I think i fell in love with my music teacher-is that bad?

I like the way she grips it with her tiny hands, i like the way her red lips meet with my instrument. i still have to save up for a trombone though as my parents think that is what i am learning. should i have taken up a less debloke ding hobby like dragon boat racing, or studies about jesus?
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Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk then.... i dunno wot to say